I Am A Sheep.

batman vs superman

2011-01-12T15:39:00.000+08:00

One fine day, Superman was flying around the city of Townsville when there was a case of robbery at the bank! Concerned about the safety of the townspeople, Superman sped up and flew to the bank as soon as he could. Right there at the entrance of the bank was a group of the city's most notorious villains, with a bag full of money in their hands. Just as Superman sped up towards the group, Batman appeared! To everyone's surprise, Batman was also making his way towards the villains! The two superheroes collided, and Batman flew off as Superman's speed was too fast for him to handle. Batman crashed into building after building, where he eventually died due to excessive internal blood loss. & this is the very day in history that Batman ever lost to Superman,

This is specially for Wenlei hehe.

2011-01-10T00:44:00.001+08:00

DEMORALIZED.

On my 300th post.

CUBE AUDITION 2011!

2011-01-07T02:15:00.001+08:00

Hi all who pass by! :) Please do me a favor! I just braced myself up& participated on CubeEnt's online global audition! The video is now up on YT& all you need to do is to view it& probably like it? If it doesn't disturb you, that it. :) Please get more people to view it cause I'd really love to have a chance to proceed onto the next round! THANK YOU GUYS! <3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y_whv0MLlpQ

2011-01-05T03:34:00.002+08:00

The two verses that got me through year 1 sem 1:

Proverbs 11:
²⁰ God can't stand deceivers,
but oh how he relishes integrity.

Proverbs 12: ¹⁶ Fools have short fuses and explode all too quickly;
the prudent quietly shrug off insults.

Where has my faith gone to? I ponder day& night only to realize the answer was right in front of my. In fact, it's everywhere in my life. YAH WAKE UP!

poor thing.

2011-01-05T03:10:00.000+08:00

My blog was so alive in 2009. :O That's like 2 years ago!

Well, I suddenly got reminded of my blog while I was on the bus today. Something inside tells me to update this space but laziness got a hold over it. GAH. Biggest weakness of all yo.

Guess I got too caught up with many things that drain my energy and focus away. Finally realized how hard it is to manage one's blog. -.- It is such a chore.

Maybe this space should close downnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

back

2010-11-06T13:27:00.001+08:00

Okay, I think I'll come back to blogging soon. :] Hehehehe.

2010-11-06T13:19:00.000+08:00

Hello to those who still bothers to come to my page. This is a dead blog& if you like, you can stop visiting it already. I also don't know why I'm not closing it down. But heh. Bye!

yayyyyyy

2010-09-05T01:11:00.000+08:00

I'm finally back! :'] HEHEHEHE.

Exams are over& holidays have started! :] Gonna enjoy it to the fullest as well as to work my ass off. -giggles- Ahhhhhhh, recently there are so many Korean bands who are coming S'pore! But I want to see BEAST and Suju the most! :] I also wanna see Big Bang and SHINee, but I guess the desire isn't strong enough to 'encourage' me to buy tickets for kpop night! Ha, a good thing as well. :] Gotta spend within my own limits. :]

I think while everyone's schedule for holidays is to go out to relax, mine would be "time to work like mad". But I really do wanna go shopping. :[ I gotta stop my online-shopping addiction& go out to walk!! Internet has made everything so convenient that there won't be a need to step out of the house in the future man. -.-

Ahhhh, okay my brain isn't working well now. So yea, goodbye. :]

yes!

2010-07-25T01:17:00.002+08:00

This, I listen to You. :) It was really a timely sermon, and exactly what I need. Thanks for speaking so much into my life and giving me the affirmation for my choice, God. :)

HEHE

2010-07-21T14:58:00.000+08:00

I brought Domo to school today! :D

blessed

2010-07-11T17:01:00.000+08:00

Recently I'm very blessed, by God. Thank You for the nice friends despite those who don't care, thank You for using every way you could to show me Your love for me.

& God, thank You for showing me the reason for all that is happening right now. It really helped alot in trusting You.

Indeed, the hope of all hearts is You.

2010-07-09T10:43:00.009+08:00

Two of my fav = Awesome (Y)

(U)

2010-06-30T23:44:00.003+08:00

All I want is you to be here right now.

BEASTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

2010-06-26T00:27:00.001+08:00

I JUST GOT THE BEST BIRTHDAY GIFT EVER. :D

Easy - B2ST

2010-06-10T16:12:00.000+08:00

Got really busy these few days, no time for almost everything. Well, maybe not. Haha, I still find myself watching variety shows and dramas late at night, but ah! That's not the point.

Gah, I really dislike assignments. These small little things take up so much of our time - thinking of what to write, looking for references, editing& also printing. But if they really benefit us in future, I won't mind the hard work.

Zzz, can someone tell me the purpose of making us learn how to plan a whole lesson plan? Some teachers at the Centres I've went to told me that most places do provide the lesson plans, just that we have to edit a lil' here and there. ._.

Well, I'm just bored& have nothing to do so I'm here updating this space.

YAY!

2010-06-05T01:25:00.001+08:00

Dearest BEAST oppas, I'll seeing you guys soon! (L)

2010-06-02T11:24:00.000+08:00

Hahaha, it's June already. Time really flies. :) I can't wait for 23-25 June. Really wanna get to see Junhyung, Kikwang, DongWoon, HyunSeung, YoSeob and DooJoon. :D

My requirement for my future boyf:
1. Godly man
2. Korean STAR :X

Hahaha, got reminded of Saturday's sharing. Or was it discipleship on Tuesday? HAHAHAHA.

addiction

2010-05-26T20:20:00.001+08:00

I think I found out the reason why my posts are so short now - I'm too used to twitter already. :(

oh well?

2010-05-26T14:14:00.000+08:00

Seems like I really love Wednesdays cause I've never skipped lessons that fall on Wednesday. HAHAHA. Seems weird but I do enjoy effective communication and ITA2. :)

It's a laptop day after all. Short Wednesdays.. Enjoyment.

Soon, I'll love Mondays more.

Y'know something, I can't find the urge to blog anymore. It's like, something I abhor now. I can't think of any topics I wanna write about& end up writing loads of rubbish. There's no feel about this whole thing anymore.

I should drown myself with Korean music forever and ever, till one day I find the right things to write here..

2010-05-26T11:29:00.001+08:00

Can someone marry me to either Heechul or Kikwang? :( Jokwon's not bad either. :S

OKAY I THINK TOO MUCH.

2010-05-21T23:05:00.003+08:00

What's there to say. :)

Funny

2010-05-21T17:18:00.002+08:00

As much as I love Korean stars, I hate the language.

Ironic enough? :/

2010-05-18T12:36:00.000+08:00

For so many days I've been thinking. & the more I've been thinking, the more unhappy I become. I just want to go back to the secondary school days, or the beginning of poly life. Everything was fine back then.

er, hi?

2010-05-04T22:42:00.000+08:00

Man, the weather is terrible these few days. It's either heavy rain, or you'll see the bright Mr. Sun. :( Really don't know whether to wear slippers or covered shoes; t-shirt or long sleeves; pants or jeans. :S

Seems like slippers is the best option. Haha.

running

2010-05-02T14:39:00.000+08:00

I learnt something from my morning jog today.

Think of your walk with God as your first jog. It is tiring, it wears you out, it leaves you breathless, it makes you feel like dropping dead on the floor. But if you do give up at that very moment, how can you ever experience the sweetness of completing the jog? The taste of success?

True enough, when I was jogging just now, I wanted to give up so much after completing half of the distance. But then, I thought to myself, "Shouldn't I finish the run to gain that sense of satisfaction?" It was really dumb if I had given up at that moment.

Same goes to our walk with God. It is tough, temptations keep coming our way, persecution scares us. But if we just give up at that point of time, what would we get in the end? All the while, all the hard work, perseverance, would all be wasted. Do we want to let a temporary mean of peace from torture stop us from running all the way to the end point?

Well, although I'm scared (extremely), but I don't.

2010-04-28T14:53:00.002+08:00

(L)

:O

2010-04-21T23:44:00.000+08:00

Halfway through the week already! Can you believe it? :) I like the feeling of how time flies by so quickly. :) But it also mean another thing - assignments are coming in soon! But it ain't that bad though, since we have like a maximum of 3 assignments per module I think. 2/3 examinable modules, can't remember exactly. But oh well, groupings are going to come in soon. Man, I dread this.

(L)

2010-04-19T00:32:00.000+08:00

Lovin' my new hair color. ;)

Before going down to the hairdresser's, I told my mum that I haven't decided on a color but is considering red. She immediately said no. Haha. Then at the salon, being too smart for my own good, I told the person I want a color that is more to the red side. She recommended one of the color& I agreed immediately. T_T I was so afraid that my mum will go, "WHAT!". :S But when we were travelling to somewhere, I asked her how was it. My mum says, "It isn't too red." Haha.

Then I asked Angie, providing her with a pic I took using flash. She said it was too red. Lol. :S

But still, I like it. It has a lil violet as well! :D

yay!

2010-04-13T18:20:00.000+08:00

Spent over $50 within these few days.. To me, I consider it quite a hefty sum, 'cause.. I'm not rich in the first place. I just hate the feeling of spending my savings when I already have in mind what I'll using it for. Plus, I've gotten my sister to buy me back stuffs from Taiwan.. Oh well. I hope she don't get everything cause I realised I've been using too much of my savings& pay already.. :S I've promised myself to get a guitar first, so I should hold on to it. But even before that, I've already gotten a new earpiece, & a new watch. T_T Someone shoot me please. I should stop spending! I don't want my money to be gone so soon.

& today, I went to POSB with my dad to... Open a personal account. :S Within minutes after getting my card, I've done 3 withdrawal transactions and one deposit transactions. But fret not, I didn't withdraw the money to spend. Just returning my dad the money he loaned me to open the account. Haha. It was such an experience. Never did I expect myself to have a ATM card (Well, to be exact, a debit card) in my teenage life. :S I totally sound like a mountain tortoise now.

Oh, have I mentioned that my pay at Lollipop is $9/hr? I seriously need to thank God! I don't see why I should get a pay rise, but I got it. :) YAY! It makes me wanna work there even more but, I'm not scheduled to work there for April. Instead, I'm working at Gloryland. It made me fall sick, but I do enjoy the company of children. :) Minus the things they do to make me upset. Haha. I'm really glad to be offered this job, even though my mentor knows I'm working at another place. :) It is really a blessing from God. I can never stop praising Him man - for so many things. Example, my dad, my family, my lifegroup, my friends, my job, my work friends, everyone around me. :) 2010 till now haven't been wasted, it's great. AWESOME! :D

& I really thank God for mending my relationship with my sister, though we still don't talk much. I don't know what will happen to me if she didn't take the initiative to invite me to church. Maybe I'll still be a half-baked Christian? & it was through the invitation that we were both given a chance to mend our relationship. :) God, you're really awesome. I (L) You! :D

2010-04-10T23:02:00.000+08:00

Oh yes, I'm disappointed. & this is why I don't hang out with you anymore. You might not have noticed, but your actions left a very large impact on me. & please, don't act like you know me very well. Because if you do, you won't even be doing what you are doing now.

I know I've been having& expressing too much negative emotions, but I really need to release it.

:|

2010-04-02T23:29:00.000+08:00

Hmm, I wonder.. What are the changes that will be coming my way in 2010? There has been too much changes, although we're just entering into the first third of the year.

& yes, there has been a change in me. Negative; postitive - I don't know. But there's a thing I know - that God is working in my life. :) Sometimes, it's alright to throw away that pride just for God. You'll not know what's going to happen, but if you obey, you know it's right& pleasing to His eyes. :)

Even if people treat you as a fool, you'll only be a fool in their eyes, not God's. So are you going to let that beat you? :)

my Refuge. :')

2010-03-23T02:03:00.000+08:00

You're so awesome, You left me speechless. Just by using verses from the Bible, You had me there. Amazing. I know there's nothing that You can't do. I admit, I am afraid even just to think about those matters. But You calmed me - through a sister-in-Christ, through that Bible verse.

It'll soon come to a time where trust is something that is not evident. People will start betraying one another for their own benefit, people falling into the dark side. These people, they might be anyone, they might even be your parents. Isn't it time to do something about their lives?

:/

2010-03-21T17:53:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I really feel that working is so much better than studying. At least I don't have to come to face with bad results at times. It's really a lousy feeling to see bad results, whether effort is present or not. I'm not one who can deal well with failure. Yes, I might sound like one when I comfort people. But only when I face situations like this do I realise how tough it is.

But still I do wonder.. Why does this thought keep coming up? It may sound silly, but I know the devil is using this against me. Yet.. I can't seem to shake the thought off my mind, especially when people bring this up. It just sucks.

Nevertheless, I will continue working hard. After all, I can't do much about results that have already been released. What I can do, is to work even harder. & please, God I pray for good group members the coming sem.

2010-03-17T23:10:00.002+08:00

PTL! :D I'm so so so so so so so so so so so so so so happy now. :D Hehe.

singapore

2010-03-07T02:35:00.000+08:00

Recently, I've been reading about people's incidents on the MRT. & all of them have a common denominator - pregnant ladies. Not that I'm biased against this group of people though.

Well, I think that all these were results of the stupid implementation of the priority seats. Now because of the priority seats, people who are placed in priority are now demanding that seats be given up to them. Is this right? So if everyone in the train is an elderly, pregnant or injured, are they going to snatch for the seats???

I really don't get the priority seat thingo man. It's confusing me and I dislike it. I see no point. Why must it be that the side seats be left for them? It's weird isn't it? They can just sit everywhere, right? :/ Why the side seats?

2010-03-01T17:10:00.000+08:00

Sleepover at SMELLY Shengjia's house tonight. Hahahahahahaha. Her room is in a mess. I think she'll sleep in the toilet tonight. HAHAHA! :P

Now she's beside me eating all MY cny goods!! >:( SO GREEDY AHHHHHH. & dirty my table some more! TSK. SHENGJIA AHHHHHHHHH.

2010-02-23T02:45:00.000+08:00

SEUNG YEONNNN! :O

temporary end.

2010-02-21T18:12:00.000+08:00

Hi, it seems like I'm not interested in updating my blog temporarily. Click here? :)

2010-02-16T21:25:00.001+08:00

You know you are lowdown when you splash water on people's clothings in order to "win".

2010-02-16T20:42:00.000+08:00

If you're only capable of labeling people as a bitch, it only goes to show how shallow you are. :) Because after all, it takes one to know another. ;) Can't help but laugh when I see you expose yourself. :D

tumblr

2010-02-12T23:49:00.000+08:00

http://bu-ried.tumblr.com

Tried out tumblr. Not bad. But I'll be updating both spaces so.. :D

ARGH!

2010-02-08T14:31:00.000+08:00

Gosh, I really thank God that all this nonsense is ending soon. Real soon. I cannot put up with people who are constantly late anymore. It's the last straw already. You promised to be punctual for the meeting, you told the whole class what you promised to do about your lateness. Did you hold on to that promise? No, obviously you didn't. I ended up wasting one and a half hour waiting for you to finish printing your bloody assignment when you could have done it earlier or after the meeting. I think you really need to inject a sense of urgency and seriousness into your blood. It's not fair for those people who are early. If all you do is to TALK about your problem, it's not going to help. ACTIONS is what we need to see. I hope you wake up from everything and realise that talk is cheap. Thank you very much. & you better come soon, if not I'll kill you. I'm serious.

music movement

2010-02-07T13:07:00.000+08:00

Thinking back on what took place on Wednesday while attachment.

It was around 3pm after the children all woke up. I then asked ChewHui to go up to the classroom with me so that I can test out the CD that I had brought so to ensure that it could be used. But no! It didn't. I panicked, like there was no tomorrow. Because it was really important. Imagine if this happens if I'm doing the implementation with my field sup sitting in. Wah, die. Thank God that my mentor is a nice lady who is understanding. At that moment I was at a loss on what to do. After trying the CD with three different players, it was really obvious that it was not working. Then I saw the CD that one of the teachers at the Centre uses every week for their morning assembly. Listened to that CD, trying to find songs. & at last I found it. & that was my perfect lesson plan. I didn't expect that to happen, such last minute work. But I got to thank God, I knew He would help. & He did. Praise the Lord. I can't imagine what would happen if He wasn't there. Man, it was really awesome. :D

It was really all about counting on God, awesome! :D

"Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding." Proverbs 3:5

random thoughts

2010-02-04T22:34:00.000+08:00

Most of the time, teenagers like us like to spend time sitting in a group just to talk. What do we talk about? Almost everything under the sun, provided that you're all close enough. There's always a common denominator among all these groups, be it in a whole-boys, whole-girls, or mixed group. & yup, you got it - gossiping.

What is gossiping? It can mean talking about someone behind their backs, or even to the extent of adding hurtful and untrue comments about that particular 'target'. Sometimes people gossip for the fun of it, but slowly they get used to it, treating it as a part of their daily lives. Well, I can't deny the fact that I do get involved with gossiping. It seems fun, it gets you inside a group, it makes you feel good.

After gossiping, I realize that most of us do it because we want to feel good, feel superior compared to the ones we are making fun of. We get a sense of accomplishment while doing so because we are able to point out the weakness of one. But do we even think, that we have our own flaws as well? If that is so, what makes us think that others are not talking about us as well?

I came across a quote while reading Teenage today. "To have a good friend you must be a good friend too." It's the same concept as doing unto others what we want them to do towards us. Yea, you might think that if a bunch of gossips come together, things will be fine because there's a common hobby. But oh well, you can't tell. Who knows, you might just become the next topic of gossip among them!

Negative treatment towards others brings negative treatment towards ourselves as well. Why not live a life whereby you love everyone around you. Yes, it is difficult. But it is not impossible. God told us to love one another, even our enemies! How can we judge others just by the surface? It's just so unfair to them, so we should treat them lovingly, no matter what we would get back.

That's why I've told myself - I would treat people nicely even though I might be treated like trash. I might have not been doing it, but I'm starting right now. But now, there's a barrier though... & that is lack of love. I know I can do it, for since God is with me& strengthens me. :)

:D

2010-02-01T22:58:00.000+08:00

YAHOO! Free from all group projects& individual assignments already! :D WEEEEE.

Plus, no CDTP tutorial tomorrow morning! (L) Life rocks. :D

Hello again

2010-01-29T16:02:00.000+08:00

Okay, so I'm back to blogging again. =.= It's usually out of boredom that I'd bother to update this space of mine. Kinda sick of blogging& updating about school already. It just sucks to think back on all the negative things that happen in school - projects, implementation.. Sigh.

So currently I'm at atrium, facing three guys playing soccer. What a place. -.- Majority of the people here are doing work, and by playing with the ball here, they're interrupting people when they lose control of the ball. I've already seen the ball roll down from the highest point of the area to the lowest. Can't they be more considerate? & if the ball hits me, they will be dead. Seriously. It's time to have some self-control, you're already in poly; old enough to think. -.-

School's finally coming to an end. All the projects are already done with, except for the PEIY poster and the 1000-words essay. After submission and two presentations, we're officially free - to go study and prepare for our exams. There are many things I'm unhappy about, but since there's nothing I can do, I'll just put up with it and live life cheerfully. I shan't let these things demoralize me. I still have two more years in this course.

Thinking on the positive side is ALWAYS better than thinking about all the disappointments we've experienced in life. In every situation, all is not dark. There is still hope, provided that you're searching hard for it. A little light gives hope, heaps of them. Never give up till you find the exit, never give up till the end of everything. For if you were to give up in the midst of it, you won't be able to enjoy the end-products of what you're doing. It's not worth it.

T.T

2010-01-15T01:05:00.000+08:00

Today...

At Cheers located in Ngee Ann...

Me (to the cashier, holding Oscar - that dustbin guy from Sesame Street): Can I have one of this?

Cashier: Yes, it's over there at the back.

Me (loudly, both to Gurdeep& the cashier): Where?

Two guys queuing behind me: Over there. *points at the shelf.

Super malu. T.T Those two guys must be stalking Gurdeep so they decided to eavesdrop. HAHAHAH. :X

hello.

2010-01-12T12:08:00.003+08:00

Okay, Shengjia. I've just updated.

HI. :B

Anyw I still can't forget that text I received yesterday. :D Make me so, so, so happy. Hehe.

twenty-ten

2010-01-05T15:33:00.000+08:00

Oh, a new year is here! Okay, for 5 days already. Didn't bother to update my blog. Heh. But since I have nothing much to do now, I shall do an update.

Aiya, I'm kinda sick of school due to all the e-learning. So troublesome. :( It's not as if we have alot of time left till the sem ends. But oh well, only one examinable module.. :S But still! E-learning is such a bore. Nothing constructive comes out of me. >:( Staying home to do assignments.. :S

RAWR. So bored nowwwwwww.

2009-12-31T03:14:00.002+08:00

Thanks, you triggered the part of memory that took me a long time to forget.

Last few days of 2009

2009-12-29T18:13:00.000+08:00

Hoho, hello. :D I think I better blog before the year is over.

Well, 2009 is like any other years, with ups& downs, good& bad. But this year, I feel especially blessed. :) Blessed by God with family, friends& even Godchasers. It is really a very awesome year, despite the busy timetable I've gotten.

In 2009, I've learnt one major lesson of my life - which is, to place my trust in Him. Because without Him, I can't do anything. So thank you my Father. :) Thank you for being by my side every single day, even when I'm focused on You. Through the difficult times in life this year, it really showed me one thing. God is the only one who is capable of all things, even the most "stupid" thing to us. But after saying all that, it's not as if I'm talking to my dear Father everyday. So I guess this would be one of my resolutions, to communicate and talk to Him on a daily basis. :)

Just on Sunday after the Psalms concert, I received a call from my primary school friend. It was to ask me along for the primary school meet up on Monday. :) Though shocked upon seeing that phone call, I was glad. :) It's been a long time ever since I last saw these friends. Catching up with them was really fun, having Seoul Garden and so on. Woah, I must really say, Eugene is really like Junxian. T.T It gave me a shock. LOL. I really hope to see these people soon. Maybe on the 23rd? :) Haha. Friends are an important part of my life, and I really thank God for these people around me. :)

Encouragement, something that I see as important and essential. Cause without encouragement, it's not easy for someone to continue with their lives. Encouragement, be it in good or bad times, are a booster for the receiver. So why not take up 5 mins of your time encouraging people through sms/msn? :) For me, I feel glad when people cheer up after encouragement. It's a wonderful sight, isn't it? Words are really powerful.. But! Don't use it the wrong way. :)

See you in 2010 for the people who are reading! :D Happy New Year! & still, Merry Christmas! :D

Festive Season!!

2009-12-25T01:28:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS! :D

o.o

2009-12-21T00:32:00.000+08:00

I'm so, so, so lazy to update. Caught up with schoolwork these few days... Though it's e-learning. But well, Christmas' coming!! I can't wait for the cellgroup x'mas party! :D

camp, make-up, lesson plan implementation 2.

2009-12-13T00:27:00.000+08:00

Hello people. :) Been a long time since I last updated.. :S Just came back from service at RJC. YI camp's starting tomorrow, too bad I'm unable to attend the full camp due to make-up lecture, PEIY activity& implementation of lesson plan. :( Was reminiscing about the times during last year's camp with Weiling just now. Haha. Kinda miss it. But oh well, there'll still be a next time. :)

PEIY make up lecture on Monday from 3-5pm. Crap, & after that there's still the activity thing from 5-6pm. How great. But I guess there's ample time to travel down to Bishan for service. :) Wondering what's in for YI camp.. Hehe.

Hmm, lesson plan implementation 2 on Wednesday.. Gonna do the harder activity this time round. Argh, I hate art. :( Not only that.. I have to submit the other two lesson plan by 30 Dec [soft copy]& 4 Jan [hard copy]. Dang. I haven't thought of any ideas yet. The only lecture with Lavina was too short to learn anything about music& movements. HOW. I'm like dead, seriously. :(

& yea, after sharing about what I've faced& getting the advices, I've decided not to be too into the projects for the time being. After all, it doesn't seem to pay off. It just brings me more pressure.

:')

2009-12-07T00:21:00.000+08:00

I hear my Father telling me, "Hand them all up to Me, My child. All your worries. Come on, hand them to Me. Trust in Me."

Here's my response, "Yes I will." Trust, trust& still trust. Good lesson on trust. God I have faith in You, my heavenly Father, my Provider, my Healer, my Refuge. You are all I need now& forever.

crazy

2009-12-06T01:16:00.000+08:00

Wah, I'm seriously going crazy/mad soon. All the assignments just come at one time& deadlines are all so close to one another. :( There's still like 2-3 submissions before the holidays start. Shit, I really need a breather. :( My chest gets so tight whenever I think about the workload that's given to us..

But well, e-learning's coming real soon& after it will be holidays! :) Just 2 more weeks, then the break is here. :) Assignments are such an ass, seriously. It gets people worked up, flare up& blabla. What crap. LOL. Editing video tomorrow, still have last part to take which needs no editing.. Well, busy busy week ahead. Plus, implementation of lesson plan. Those who are reading, please pray for me! Pray for wisdom& the words to say.. & that God will provide all the materials I need. Thanks!! :D

RARR, I hate the busy life now!! I need to relaxxxxx. :) I wanna go over to my cousin's place!! :) Melissa I know you're reading. ;)

OKAY BYE!

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2009-12-03T19:44:00.001+08:00

I'm so angry, I have to post!!! :@ I go in sequence first. LOL.

Seriously ah, I don't see the point of a 9am to 6pm curriculum for students. I don't know why the school is so funny to do that. Long day for everyone, & end up students get threatened by some rubbish teacher in order to control the class. Wtf, we're not kids anymore. Please treat us as student-teachers, not your typical K2 kids.

Woke up feeling super grouchy today. Can't help it, Thursday just suck, whether there's 9am lesson or not. I feel that this sem really sucked man. Ya la, it's not the end yet but I don't see any improvement as we're moving to the 8th week [next week]. Firstly, the thought of the PEIY lecturer [Why is she called a lecturer when she only takes charge of tutorials? Fine.], Huimin totally brings my whole morale down. Imagining myself in her class just makes me want to fall asleep. & IT'S THE FREAKING LAST TWO HOURS OF SCHOOL. Who can take it you tell me!? Okay, maybe the witch.. But that's not the point. I just hate her, to put it simply.

I know I complain alot about her, but I can't take it anymore. I don't learn anything during her tutorial sessions. All I learnt is that her toys "can't be bought in Singapore". Big deal. Why do students from Lucy's class benefit so much academically but we don't? Lucy gave much more information& it's really a joy to be in her lesson [experience from PPCM]. Gosh. :(

Anyw happy stuffs - I got my pay! :D First ever pay. Went :O and :D. Heh. :O because I didn't expect it to be this much, :D because it's something I earned myself. :) Motivates me to want to work even more. HEHE. No la, the kids there motivate me as well. :) Speaking about kids.. I'm starting to miss the kids at the Centre again. :( Can only see them next week& I'm teaching them for half an hour!! So eggcited plus scared. Lol. Never mind, at least the activity is something I'm confident of. :) Though I still need to practice what I have to say.. But I think it'll be an awesome experience! HEHEHEHE.

:)

2009-11-25T22:04:00.000+08:00

Khairi from Lollipop. :)

Attachment was great today. :) Love the K2 kids ttm! :D

Thinking about the implementation of the lesson plans which is going to happen, I can't help but think that the job at Lollipop has really come at the right time. :) Visual Arts lesson, job at art studio. How cool is that. ;) God is really awesome. Can't help but to praise Him! :D

Anyw, I'm really dreading the last two hours of every Thursday. Man, HM is seriously way too boring& the "threats" she gives never fails to turn me off. What a lousy teacher. Zzz. -.- Not saying that I'm better than her, but her standard? CMI. Yeah, it's tiring for her to take our class since it's her last lesson. But it's also OUR last lesson, after 5 hours [including lunch] of school. Yea, adults have longer attention span, but it's difficult. She's not enthusiastic about teaching us, is that the right attitude? -.- Gosh, I should stop complaining, really.

Oh, I have this oxymoron feeling about my father going back to work. Heh, kinda miss his presence at home during the afternoon.. :S Seems so weird now that he isn't at home when I come home from school.. Blabla. :X

Anyw, school work is piling up till I don't have the time to watch HK dramas already. :( I think I'll go off now to watch my drama now. Byeeee. :)

thankful. :)

2009-11-23T22:12:00.000+08:00

God, I'm really, really grateful& thankful for the job you've provided me with. Of course, not forgetting the awesome teachers there at Lollipop. :) Love You, my awesome Heavenly Father. :)

2009-11-22T00:26:00.000+08:00

Go Amber! :D I just realise that I seem to like girls with short hair nowadays.. :S But I like Victoria& Luna as well! :D [Okay la, abit slow in updating, but who cares.]

boredom.

2009-11-18T00:18:00.000+08:00

I LOVE HANGENG IN THIS MV!! :) & RYEOWOOK IS SUPER CUTE. Love his vocals! (Y) :D Anyw saw SJ-M's second single in Popular quite a few weeks back, $18.95. Really feel like buying. :/ I hope there's still stock. I really want it! Or maybe I should wait for their next album? :S I don't know man. But the songs in the single is zai, better than first album. Should I? :S Man.

Btw, haven't heard any news about SJ-T now. Where are they!?!? MY DEAREST HEECHUL. :( Never mind, he has his own single already! (L) Heh, I think when the OST of the show comes out [though might take quite some time], I'll buy it. Heh. :X

week5.

2009-11-16T17:17:00.002+08:00

Light Up The World by Desperation Band. Awesome. Thanks Debra! ;)

HOLA! I'm super happy today in case you don't know. :) Submitted the damned 1500 words essay finally! I took like 7 hours to finish it. Gosh. Such a waste of time I tell you. It was annoying. >( 1500 words is worth 25 marks. How weird can that be? Oh well, submitted it already so who cares. No more shitty essays! (Y)

Red Camp this week = No school. (Y) But still went to school just now for CDTP lecture and to submit the essay. .___. Don't see a need to go school but well, lecture... :S Okay, now I'm super bored that I'm updating rubbish.

Anyw I'm super pissed with the two boys on the bus I took just now!! :@ Snatch my seat then gloat! After that they changed seats!! :@ Why not let me sit in the first place right! Wahpiang, I really felt like slapping them man. :@:@:@

Okay, bye! :D

week4.

2009-11-13T01:39:00.000+08:00

Yay! Last day of week4 already! Which means, one week break is coming my wayyy~ :D This week, submitted both lesson plans. Phew, burden off my shoulders. But.. I have a 1500 words essay to complete but I'm too distracted to even start on it. Man, I don't know why I'm like that but I better change.

Anyw I feel that somehow I've learnt something this week. I've learnt that when people ask me for help, I should help. & with an attitude of going the extra. Always feel so stressed up that I have to help others. But now I've learnt. Gotta start implementing.

Implementing reminds me of today's Professional Development debate which took place in class. Haha. "The world is changing." Man, Wenlei kept repeating this during rebuttal. Haha. Super funny. Debates really taught me new stuffs, stuffs that I've never thought of. What an eye-opener. :)

& yay! I'm so proud of myself! Not only did I attend PEIY tutorial, I managed to stay awake. ^^ The games played were okayy, but I really don't like the lecturer. >( & there was a moment where XinYan, Wenlei& Saunders started laughing. Then HM went all silent& naturally we all went silent, trying to keep our laughters in. Oh well. I just don't like HM. :(

Hmm, I feel that I should get started on my PEIY essay, right? But I'm too tired. Uh, then what about my two subway cookies? :S

P.S. I have no more dramas to watch. T.T

week3.

2009-11-05T20:47:00.000+08:00

Oh hi! :D It's week3 of school now. Broke one of my goals. :( I skipped the PEIY tutorial today. :S But it's okay. It's an exception today. :)

Week3 - school. I'm really looking forward to week5 man, where there's a break due to the upcoming Red Camp. (Y) Zai. I wonder what I'll be doing that week. Seoul Garden& book review? Heh. :)

Heading to SAM tomorrow after school with Wenlei, Gur& Jiaqi. Wonder how it would be like.. I hate museums. :( But oh well, for the sake of the assignment.. :( I wonder what is in there.. :S

[P.S. The more I look at DBSK's Mirotic MV, the more I like Max! He's super hot please. :D]
[P.P.S. Guys with short hair are the best. (Y)]

week2.

2009-11-01T00:12:00.000+08:00

Hmm, just realised that I haven't been updating my blog.. Just a short summary then.

School-ed the whole week, nothing exceptionally interesting. Just that I painted using my knuckles on Thursday. Interesting much? Ha. Went out on Thursday with Jiaqi, & her sis fetched us to Cine to meet up with her friends. Watched This Is It at 1.20am. Before movie, went to watch the guys play pool.. That guy at the opposite table was really funny.. HAHA. :X Cabbed home from AMK after that. Ha, had only 3hrs of sleep that day. :( Totally shag on Friday& then Jiaqi came my house to sleep. -.- In the end we missed the talk. -.- -.- Lol.

Church today was awesome. Loved the sermon totally. "One-part series" -> LOL.

Do the natural& God will do the super! :D

Love this statement!

BREAK OUT!

2009-10-25T22:18:00.000+08:00

Yesterday's sermon ended the whole series on Break Out. It was really great that during week 3, I wished it didn't end so soon. & ta-da! My wish got granted, it was extended by a week. :) Really thank God for it. :)

Wk 1 - Your breakthrough will not begin until your desire becomes bigger than your disability; You've got to be responsible for your own transformation. We need a healthy dose of desire. Nurse, curse, rehearse& reverse. Which to choose? Taking baby steps is how we break out of our past/sin.

Wk 2 - Identity. Identity supersedes activity. God defines us by who we are, not what we've done. Ephesians 4:1

Wk 3 - Acknowledging our death in sin. Crucification comes before resurrection. The Cross = An instrument of Victory. Breakout = Modification of our soul, NOT our behaviour.

Wk 4 - "Kill, or be killed." Colossians 3:1-6 -> Mind = Attention; Heart = Affection. Set attention& affection on God! Moderation is NOT the way to remove sins. Partial obedience = Disobedience. We can't do God's will in our own way. Whatever God hates that is not destroyed will destroy you in turn.

Summary of the Break Out series! It's really awesome! :D

After church went to Sunset Way for steamboat with smallgroup. Was supposed to sign the covenant, but in the end we didn't. :S Had a great time there with the girls, planning our next smallgroup outing. Heh. & also a great time eating the food! :D & oh no, I've gotten myself a new nickname by Shengjia. :( She always bully me. :(

& whoever has the pigtures, send me! :D :D

Today I got myself two new bottoms& one canvas pumps. :D Yay, my mama paid for them. ^^ & dinner at Soup Kitchen. Yum yum. ^^

BYE PEOPLE. SCHOOL TOMORROW& WE'RE HEADING TO KIDZ AMAZE FOR PLAY IN THE EARLY YEARS MODULE! :D

food for thought.

2009-10-22T21:08:00.000+08:00

Have been watching this Taiwanese variety show whereby they invited under graduates on their program every day. The last episode I watched was about skipping school.

Why do you skip school? Can't find clothes to wear? Haven't finished your assignments? Lazy to put on make-up? Have people you don't like/ people who don't like you in school? Do you think these are really valid reasons for going to school? Having people whom you don't like or people who don't like you, why not shake those thoughts off& just continue your life? Do you choose to attend or not to attend school because of people, or because of getting education? Two of the under graduates really had a point there, to ignore these people& just attend school. I mean, it's kind of stupid to skip school because of this particular people? Doesn't it sound like a joke? You can also choose to be friends with these people, right?

Well, think about why you attend school in the first place. Is it because you have to, you're doing it for your parents, or whether you're doing it for your future? Or are you doing it for God? I suppose most of it are doing it for our future, to find our purpose in life. Since that's our goal, why let people determine your end-point? Why miss out lessons? Why go to this length to avoid them? Since you can go to this extent to avoid them, why don't you use the same energy to fulfill your dreams, fulfill your goal?

:)

Sem 2.

2009-10-18T22:08:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow's 19 Oct already! Cool. 7 weeks finally over. :) Time for some learning to take place before my mind shuts down. Well, well, well.. I'm super sleepy but also am very excited for school tomorrow. I think I won't be able to fall asleep tonight, typical situation. Heh. But.. The moment I think of school, I get reminded that I cannot watch videos for the whole day already. As if I did in the past - I wake up in the afternoon. :S HAHA. That's not the point.

There's two lectures tomorrow! I don't know whether my attention span is enough for them or not. Just pray that it's only briefing like the very first day of school where we were released half an hour before the actual release time. Heh. I'm seriously very excited! Later I cannot sleep how ah!? Never mind, I don't have to wake up early though. :D

Oh btw, attachment is on every Wednesday starting week 3, from 9am to 4pm. A total of 7 hours. :S Ahhh. But it's okay, I've already tried staying from 9am to 6pm till the teachers at the centre started chasing me home. :( Heh. I hope we're attached back to the same centre! I miss the kids there! Especially my K2 kids. Not taking them but able to see them is good enough. :) God, please let it be the same centre!

Anyw an update on today. :) Breakfast at 302 with sis& dad. (Y) Met Becky& Doro, then went to church for cafe duty. I like the experience! :) Serving beehoon, taking orders. Cool. Great time serving God, & I'm glad that the last day of my holiday is well-spent. :) Later at night, went down to Marsiling with my mum with the intention to buy pants/berms for school. But aww, the shop was already closed when we went there. Went back home with snacks& blabla.

I STILL CANNOT HOLD BACK THE EXCITEMENT LA. I REALLY CAN'T WAIT TILL TOMORROW. :S:D:S:D:S:D:S:D:S:D:S:D:S:D:S:D:S:D:S:D:S:D:S:D

verses.

2009-10-17T03:34:00.006+08:00

Proverbs 11:

20 God can't stand deceivers, but oh how he relishes integrity.

Proverbs 12:

16 Fools have short fuses and explode all too quickly; the prudent quietly shrug off insults.

Found these verses while reading my old posts. Still like these two. (Y) Especially Proverbs 12:16. It serves as a reminder to me. :)

school.

2009-10-13T21:17:00.001+08:00

Woohoo. School's starting in 6 more days. Can't wait manzx. Really wanna know more about the modules for next sem. :D & for my second sem, I have some goals for myself. Haha.

1) No more dressing in shorts, t-shirt& slippers. Lol, I've gotta throw this image away cause everytime I wear slightly nicer, people thinks I'm going on a date. -.-

2) No skipping of school. Or rather, no making up of excuses to escape school. (E.g. I woke up late so don't go school; I have a headache in which in reality I do not.)

3) Sleep early when I have classes early in the morning, which refers to Tuesday& Thursday. Which means, I have to stop watching videos late in the night.. T.T

4) Get a new bag for school use. Lol. My bag is tearing already. But I think this can be delayed cause I still have other bags to use.

5) Be nicer to people. If they slap me on the left cheek, I'll let them slap the right one as well. I don't want to create more trouble for myself.

6) Be a nicer classmate& group mate. Haha. In other words, to have a better attitude towards people.

Actually, I think that's all for now. So yep. :) Can't wait for school though I'd hate to be apart from my videos. T.T Oxymoron.

&, I want a new blogskin. Haha.

updates.

2009-10-11T01:25:00.000+08:00

I'll be updating real soon! I promise. :D Don't stop coming pleaseeeeeee. ^^

I can't wait for school to start now! :D Despite the tiring timetable. GRR. Really waiting for attachment to start again. Then again, I won't be taking the K2 kids anymore. :( I'm really, really sad about this. Can't believe my bonding with them is so strong despite the seemingly short attachment period. Sigh. :( I'll miss them asking me at 11.50+ am every Tuesday, "Why you need to go school study?" :'(

I miss them coming to me, asking for hugs or to sit on my lap. I miss teaching them English though it's tiring. :'( I really want to cry when I think about them. :(

K1 class, new kids to know, nice bonds to be formed. Naomi's brother, Jedidiah. Also, Ding Ray. The only two kids I'm close to in the K1 class. Ahh, remembering names is going to start all over again. Lucky there's no twins in the class, or else I'd get a headache just by differentiating them. Haha.

Okay, enough of negative stuffs. I'll be back soon. Prolly in a few more hours to update about the sermon! :D It's really great, I MUST SHARE. Though my points might be a little messy. Heh.

random

2009-10-05T20:22:00.000+08:00

Can someone just kill me, please? My life is so screwed up now that I cannot do anything about it. How screwed up, you may ask. VERY. Staying up till 4am, 5am, 6am everyday then waking up at like 4pm, 5pm, 6pm. :( I really don't know what can I do to save myself. :( School's starting soon, in like 2 weeks yet I can't adjust my body clock. Worst still, I can tell my dad that I can afford to sleep late cause I don't have very early lessons. Really, just kill me.

I need to stop watching videos till 4am, 5am, 6am, I really need to. I just can't stop. :X Everytime I tell myself to go to bed early, I find new videos to watch. T.T Temptations. Bah. I will withstand these! RAWR. I'll start sleeping at 2am today, I'm serious!! No more 6am like today. It's so crap. I don't want to wake up in the afternoon everytime, wasting half of my day away. Blah, what a bad habit. Seriously.

Anyw, self-reminder: Get guitar strings! Bah, so unlucky to break a string on the guitar. & the most funny thing is, it didn't break when I was playing with it. It broke while it was still in the case. LOL. I wonder what happened. But haha, it's okay. :) Replace the strings& I can play it soon! But ha, I still need to get my own guitar though.. Hehe. Anyone has a acoustic guitar that you're not using up for sale? Please contact me if you have one! Thanks. :D If not, I'll have to buy my own la. Haha.

bah.

2009-10-02T17:36:00.002+08:00

I think I'll leave my blog to rot already.. Cause I've found new entertainment for the rest of my not-so-long holidays. Heh.

& it's also the same reason I haven't been posting. Okay, I just posted not long ago right. But still..

Okay, I think I'm off to watch Grave of The Fireflies Live Action! :D & I so can't wait for 超級星光大道 tonight! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

phobia2

2009-09-28T03:18:00.002+08:00

Anyw, Phobia 2 later with Keefe& Eng. Woo. All 3 of us are like so scared. :S But it's still worth anticipating! Woo. I'm comingggggg. :D

[Edit: After Phobia2]

Oh hello! :D I'm back from the movies already. Hoho, like 2 hours ago. Hah.

Overall, I liked Phobia2. I can't really explain why but I just liked it except for the part where the three guys beside me keep spouting vulgarities when the ghost is about to appear/ the scary part is about to start. ARGH. Super irritating! >(

So Phobia2 consists of 5 mini movies named respectively Novice, Ward, Backpackers, Salvage& lastly In The End. [If you want a review, go google it yourself or click here.]

I loved In The End the most! Not only was it funny, it has the 4 guys in 4bia's In The Middle! :D Ter, Aey, Shin& Puak. :D TER IS SUPER CUTE MANZX. :D Wahahahaha, I super love him to the max. He's been my favorite since 4bia. :P & that lead guy in Novice looked good as well. & oh oh, I love that kid in Salvage! :D He's so adorable! But sadly ah, spoiler, he died. :( I was like, what! :(

I was really entertained by the film, although by the third story I was complaining of a heart attack soon. Lol. The sounds effects was the main lead, without it, the stories wouldn't be that scary ah. & that's why I hate watching horror movies in cinemas, the sound effects are too loud already. T.T It scares me.

I'm not rating the movie, cause I'm not a pro but I think this film would be scary enough for people like me. But for the sake of the last mini movie, please watch it. Seriously. :D

& btw Keefe& Eng, better don't tag stewpig things on my blog hor!

Movies!

2009-09-25T04:14:00.000+08:00

Okay, recent movies I've watched/re-watched online these few days.

1. Ponyo On The Cliff By The Sea

I still love this movie as much as the first time I watched it. Ponyo is still so cute! But haha, I managed to take a screenshot of Ponyo's cutest moment [to me]. :D & lol, I made alot of noise watching it. -.- Can't resist. But I kept laughing to myself when recalling Fiona's comment about Ponyo's chicken-form. LOL.

2. Jennifer's Body

Eh, I didn't really like this movie. I think, for me at least, it was too messy. & bloody. :S I just didn't catch the story. Plus, quality of video sucked so I didn't really enjoy it. :S :S

3. The Girl Who Leapt Through Time

I'll never ever touch this film again manzx. I can't stop crying nearing the end. T.T CHIAKI! :( & ya la, I don't know why but I just like anime characters now. Lol. But other than crying, there're funny parts as well. Hehe, I think you guys should watch this movie. ^^ You can locate it at www.zomganime.com. :]

4. Spirited Away

Okay, I just finished this one less than half an hour ago. Super touching& heart-warming. I just love it so much!! I think this is a real awesome film. & I really liked the main actress. :] She's so cute! Not forgetting Haku. (L)(L) Wahlao, see what I said about me& anime characters. -.- Madness.

Anyw this is a crappy post. LOL. But yea, I think these movies are really worth watching. & oh btw, you notice that other than JB's, all are Japanese films. -.- Lol. NO MATTER HOW MUCH YOU DISLIKE JAPANESE ANIMES/DRAMAS, YOU'VE GOT TO WATCH THESE.

I'm watching another 2 tomorrow. Hehe. ^^ Okay, bye bye people! :] Have a good rest!

:]

2009-09-22T21:43:00.000+08:00

Back to update. Zzz, no update = no one reading. :[

Haha. On Sunday, 20Sept, I met up with Tiffy to go for the Bear Clinic at Suntec City. -.- Super embarrassing. Haha, everyone else who were there were all kids. Imagine this 17y/o girl doing there with her teddy bear. -.- After that we went to Novena to meet Weiting& Meiyan. Nothing much there so departed for Vivo City. Lol lol. Go all the way there to eat Subway. Haha, after our meals went to walk around before making our way to Bukit Panjang then home. Went for supper at Mac after that with my papa. ^^

Yesterday was spent at Sentosa. Shit man, I'm starting to hate it there now. Every time I visit that place, I return home, getting sun-burnt. It seriously sucks. My whole face, especially my forehead, and my arms are in great pain now. Not forgetting part of the back as well. Dang. It's really very torturing!! >( & yahoo, bathing in cold water nowadays. -.- It no longer makes me feel better after showering now. :[ I even find it hard to lie on my bed now. How, how, how? :[

I don't think I wanna go anywhere for the next few days. :[ Burnt skin, cashless ez-link card. If I want to, I can't anyw. Lol. I think I've been wasting money on traveling to& fro man. Within 2 days, 12dollars gone. -.- Zzz, I'm hopeless man. Just can't wait for school to start where it'll be all about buses and buses and buses. Hehe. I wanna get my concession badly! >( & by then, I'll start traveling on buses again. MRT fares are like !@#$%, so expensive! Okay, I realised this is more to a rant post than update post. Lol.

I'll be back soon. I think, meanwhile, don't stop visiting my blog! I do update! :]

changes

2009-09-20T01:09:00.000+08:00

Why do people change so easily? Few months back, still joke around with you, tease you. But now? Ignore, give cold shoulder. I think I'm super suay to always meet these kind of people. & because of these people, I find what I'm doing not as enjoyable anymore.

[For anyone who think it's him, nah it's not. Chill. Haha.]

thoughts, and more.

2009-09-18T05:04:00.001+08:00

Hmm, sometimes I really wonder...

What would actually happen in the future? Look at our generation - most of us are educated& would want jobs that meet our needs& requirements. What about the jobs that are more unpopular? For example, cleaning, picking up of litters, etc. Who'd be the ones taking up such jobs?

I was really thinking hard till me dad replied, "The foreign workers lor.". Then it just dawned upon me there were such people. .___. Please pardon me but my thinking is restricted most of the time.

Well, is Singapore really going to be filled up with foreign workers? Don't know, don't wanna bother about it right now. But sigh, guess what my dad said is true. They're really taking up most of these jobs..

Think we should appreciate them more.

Hmmmm?

2009-09-16T04:18:00.000+08:00

123-4given.livejournal.com

Not that I'm moving, I'm just troubled over which to use. Livejournal's updated though. So yea..

:]

2009-09-15T23:29:00.018+08:00

My papa! :D

What I really admire my dad is that he can actually still be nice to people who are hostile to him. That's really cool, I can't bring myself to do that. But sometimes I really wish that I can be like him in this aspect.

He's a really great dad. Wonder why there's this person who detests him so much. Okay, make that two. So unappreciative. You try finding someone who's as great as him lor. Go la, if you can find.

Don't be complacent please. Get realistic. Open your eyes& see how great he is.

SJ-M!

2009-09-14T19:32:00.004+08:00

SJ-M's new video! Super Girl. ^^ So catchy! Woo, expect a new album from them soon. I WANNA GET IT. HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO. :X

peanuts

2009-09-14T00:18:00.002+08:00

Isn't Linus so cute? :D:D:D:D If my future child is like him, woah.. Haha.

Gonna start jogging in the morning again! :D

Recovering from my burnt already. Yahoo! :D

Can't wait to meet up with the girls again. :)

& really need to plan out what I can do during my holidays.

Jesus I want more, Jesus I need more..

my 090909

2009-09-11T16:34:00.005+08:00

Hola! :D Two days ago was 090909, how did yours go about? :)

Gosh, I look funny here. But it's the only group pic. Haha.

Haha, I spent mine with A.X.E, picnic-ing at Marina Barrage. Haha, 3 girls sitting under the hot sun. & we were the only ones. Till about 1 or 2 plus when another group of girls came. Haha. Really enjoyed the picnic though it was scorching hot. T.T We all got burnt badly, after 2-3 hours of sitting under the blazing hot sun. :S Haha, got to catch up not the usual way. Started playing Is it true? with them. Haha! Started bombing stupid questions. & not bad ah, the 2 girls, always asking questions about relationship stuff. HAHA. :X

After picnic-ing, which we didn't manage to finish our food, we went to play with water. Lol. Then we left for town. Hahahaha. What we went there for I also not sure. Lol, cause I suggested going somewhere to walk. Turn out we went to Ion for ice-cream, then started to walk around. We keep passing through the underpass to& fro Wisma that area. LOL. There's this new Korean shop that sells facial stuffs I guess. It attracted alot of attention lor! I think partly because there were posters of Lee Min Ho pasted around. Lol. -.- Then we had dinner at Far East Plaza, some chicken rice stall because I wanted to. :S:S:S:S:S Not bad eh, service super efficient. :D The moment you sit down, the rice& soup comes. Then the chicken. Not bad hor. :) We all went home after that. I waited like 5 to 10 mins for a rather empty 190& missed like 5-6 buses. Hahahaha. Was super happy to board an empty bus. ^^ Stupid bus services, I just don't understand them. Lol. So many 190 come at the same time. -.-

& I remember that day at Ion's toilet, I almost entered the guys' toilet. :S Super embarrassing. T.T

korea-craze.

2009-09-11T03:06:00.002+08:00

Sigh, I miss the kids at the childcare centre so badly. :(

3 hours every Tuesday, tiring but fun. Tuesdays filled with laughter& joy. Blabla. :( I really, really miss the kids there. Can't wait to see them when next sem starts.

Oh yea, haha. You aren't seeing things. I'm updating& have opened my blog. :D

Today I was reading my junior's blog when I saw her posting videos of Korean girl-bands. I went to click it, & wahlao, the next moment I realised I was downloading new Korean songs for myself. Haha. But have to admit, these bands are great. E.g. KARA (!!!), Brown Eyed Girls, 2NE1 (surprisingly), 4minutes. Wahlao, I spent alot of time downloading& previewing songs lor. But it's okay. Haha, I like. & then JiongHuai gave me the link to the parody of B.E.G's Abracadabra. Super funny! I like. Haha, those 2PM& 2AM guys. Super crazy. -.-

Recently I'm worried& upset about life, but God showed me why all these happened, what He expects from me. I blamed God for not answering my prayers, but the next moment He answered them - I just didn't wait. I feel really great to know these things that God told me, things He shared with me. It's just so.. Reassuring. It's awesome, this is what you get out of spending time with God. & I finally learnt& experienced it - God's ways of answering prayers. :)

wahaha.

2009-09-06T21:52:00.003+08:00

Hello people. I'm currently at Weiting's house. Haha. She's using my laptop to play Wedding Dash. :/ Leaving me to her laptop. Hahahaha. Currently waiting for Meiyan to come over. Aha, I haven't been home for like more than 24 hours already. Lol. -.- I bet my dad is enjoying himself while sleeping on my bed. Confirm got sweet dreams one, my bed leh! Lol.

Blah, I kinda miss my Furry. :( If only I can hug it right now. LOL. BAH.

Ahh, I'm getting so bored. Wahahahahaha. I can't believe one day can pass by so fast sial. T.T

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Wanna type something but don't wanna create a new post. Ha.

Sigh, sometimes I wonder why is it that especially in the night, I tend to think more into things& get so upset easily? Bah, if only I go to sleep early everyday.

It's kinda stupid to read too much into something, this I know. I just can't help it. -.- If only I can put a stop to it. It'll be great.

Well, currently still at Weiting's house. Meiyan& the owner of the room is already asleep. Ha, I should go to sleep soon as well.

routine?

2009-09-02T00:27:00.002+08:00

Somehow it seems like a routine - sign into MSN, chat with the same people, sign out.
It just seems like everyday when I'm doing this, it's for the same purpose - to talk to the same person.
I knew it would come a day where this is put to a stop.
& it seems like today is the day.
Too sudden, but gotta accept it.

God, I trust You..

:)

2009-08-31T15:45:00.002+08:00

Hello people! :D
Haha, no surprise that I'm here, especially after I've gotten back my laptop. ^^
Hehe, Melina you can expect something from me soon! ;)

Oh yeaaaaaaaah. It feels so good just to embrace my laptop. (Y) & one thing I'm extremely happy about is that nothing's wrong with my harddisk. (Y) The motherboard spoilt. :/ I think it might be due to how I treated my laptop the other time. :S

& yup, bought my new laptop case already. Argh, super heart pain! :'( My money just flew away like that lor. How nice. :( & I also made my dad spend on Challenger's membership just to get discount for the case. Haha, but I helped to pay for the membership fee as well! :) Thank you papa for taking time off to accompany me as well as to spend money! (L)

Ahh, blog some other time. :)

:D:D

2009-08-30T19:54:00.001+08:00

OH YES! I'm getting back my laptop tomorrow! Honestly I already don't bother whether all my documents will be erased or anything, I just want my baby to come back to meeeeee. :D

Till then~ :D

Ohhh.

2009-08-27T15:07:00.002+08:00

Oh hey, I'm not dead yet. :)
Lack of the inspiration to blog once again though I'm sick of seeing my same old post when I open my blog. :S
Ahh, I think I've been wasting my time away for this week already, except for tomorrow and Saturday. Bah.

Can't wait to go help out for the art thingo tomorrow! Kids again! (Y)
Ahh, LiFeng. :(

Bah bah bah bah. Can't wait for time to pass. :S

:(

2009-08-12T00:49:00.001+08:00

Three sentences excluding this:
Laptop harddisk crashed.
Less updates.
Bye.

doing quiet time.

2009-08-09T01:06:00.002+08:00

[Hello, starting note: Most of the post is about Christianity& whoever may feel uncomfortable, this is a note to you yep.]

Aha, I really enjoy doing my own quiet time, spending time with God, reading His word daily. It's a really magical feeling eh. Every day different lesson learnt, same refreshing feeling. It's really good& I enjoy spending time doing so. People may think, it's a waste of time doing so or I'm too busy to do so. But think, are you sure you're that busy? Or are you looking for an excuse? There's no such things as too busy, no such things that 24 hours is not enough. God created 24 hours, enough time for each& every one of us. So come on, think about this. No time? Make time for Him then! For if you honor God, He'll honor you back. :)

& waste of time? Hmm, I don't think so. At least I'm spending quality time with the One who created us all, who created the heaven& earth.

& aha, I suddenly wanna talk about having a heart of thanksgiving. I realised people, even for me, will only tend to give thanks to God when all is well. But think about it, what do we do when things go wrong for us? We blame God, we feel that God is forsaking us, God is against us. But look, if our life is forever so smooth-sailing, what can we do when we meet with the storms of life? We wouldn't have the experience to even bring us through it, we would have a disadvantage. Through the bad times, lessons are learnt - in the hard way. But still, why focus on the bad point rather than focusing on what this experience can help you? So remember that there is always some lessons to be learnt behind these bad times, and also, remember to give thanks to God no matter what. No matter how bad it might seem, give thanks& worship Him nonetheless. :)

the end.

2009-08-04T13:43:00.002+08:00

Semester's coming to an end, exams are approaching. But what saddens me most is that I'll be unable to see my K2 kids anymore on Tuesday mornings.. :( It really pains me to tell them that it'll be my last day on Thursday. [Due to make-up session.] Sighh. My favorite Mickey Mouse aka LiFeng! :(

I think I'll die of boredom without them manzx. I can't believe. It's coming to an end so soon. :(

(Y)

2009-07-26T18:57:00.000+08:00

Sermon yesterday was awesome, thank you Ps Daniel for recapping on David& Goliath!! :D
Now I'n confident already! :DD
YAY!!

love

2009-07-26T02:08:00.000+08:00

Please pardon me while I go crazy for this post.

I LOVE SUPER JUNIOR!!! (L)(L)(L)

Can you find me another boyband that consists of 13 members& yet able to be as close as blood brothers, giving their very best in their music? No? Then you like them too! LOL. BUT OH MY, THEY ARE SUPERB. GOSH, WHY ARE THEY ALL SO HOT NOW LA. Like seriously, go take a look at their, (laughs), U mv taken in 2005? HAHA. THEY CHANGED ALOT LA. & gosh, YeSung = hotness when he sings especially when he hits the high note in It's You (!!!), EunHyuk when he dances, Heechul in EVERYTHING (biased, yes.), Siwon when he sings& dances in It's You mv, SHINDONG being slimmer, KangIn when he dances, RYEOWOOK when he sings (!!!!!! I'm serious.), KyuHyun when he unbuttons his vest in It's You mv (1L25, go check it out.)& also when he sings, SungMin when he clutches the letters in his hand for the second chorus of It's You mv, DongHae when he starts off the song, HanGeng looking awesome singing so confidently (Y), KiBum for I-don't-know-what (:S Super sorry.), LeeTeuk for the playing of necklace in the mv. (Y) Extreme goodness! Hot beyond compare. LOL.

Die, I think I cannot sleep tonight already. :S My dearest Heechul! :(

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2009-07-24T23:58:00.002+08:00

Wahlao, some people just don't know how to respect others yet when others don't respect them, they flare up. If you want others to respect you& don't do what you dislike, you don't do it too. It's like you're slapping yourself in the face yea? & I seriously hope you can freaking read this. Grow up, throwing tantrums won't get you anywhere.

HAPPY HAPPY!

2009-07-20T21:28:00.001+08:00

Haha, because 1) I got to meet up with my sec school friends& had fun camwhoring, 2) I found my long lost primary school friend!! :D & the funniest thing, she's from YI& have been serving in Z3. Lol!. :) BUT I'M STILL SUPER HAPPY!! :D:D:D:D

201th.

2009-07-20T01:47:00.002+08:00

Haha, yes. This is my 201th post. LOL. No big deal la actually. :D

So anyw, these few days I've been "caught up" with assignments that I've always been lazy to do. :X Haha, now I'm desperately trying to finish my FP essay asap so that I can start thinking of ideas for my storytelling test& start on my argumentative essay for WritComm. Hmm, but the problem is.. I'm too lazy. :( I have ideas for my storytelling already, but I just don't wanna write it down. Haha, the idea just popped into my mind like, 2 mins ago! :D Yay! :D But I just hope I won't want to change it. & yes, FP essay - I'm finally halfway there!!! :D Happiness, like really. WOOHOO. I wanna shout it out but aww, it's 1.52 am now. :S LOL! & yes, argumentative essay.. I'm so going to screw that up cause that haven't been something I'm strong it. But ah well, I'm willing to do it! It's all for God! :D

Oh well, I'm getting more& more lazy to update. :/ & I realised something, there's alot of silent readers around.. :S

books or online notes?

2009-07-13T17:44:00.002+08:00

Haha, I might be crazy to say this but I miss studying/mugging. Looking at how some people are mugging for tests/exams/O's/N's, I really miss those times where I was doing last minute revision for A-Math& still got C6. HAHA. :X But well, really miss studying at Mac's every Sunday morning till afternoon, then arcade& back to studying again. Lol.

The reason why I'm saying this - Yesterday I was studying for IT, because there's a test coming up on I-don't-know when. Man, studying for A-Math is so much better than IT I tell you. No joke. IT is boring& dryyyyyy. Whilst for A-Math, there's at least questions that you can practise on. Sigh. I'm really starting to miss secondary school days, where there are no "hills" to climb, no laptops to carry, not so much project to be done. But ya la I know, the phase is over. If life is so smooth-sailing, what can we do when we face a difficulty? & yep, though there are many, many projects, I've learned many, many stuffs. Each project taught me different things, & I'm glad for it. ^^

But most importantly, I still have to tackle the aspect on stress. Haha. :X

(Y)(Y)

2009-07-11T01:32:00.002+08:00

I seriously think God is awesome. :D

Friday morning, I woke up& was super sleepy. Then I was like, "Aiya, today don't do QT first. Sleep on bus more important." LOL. After that I boarded 184 ah, then surprisingly I was able to do my QT& got to get some sleep on the bus. Usually after my QT there's no more to sleep cause already passed by church, which means reaching school soon. But wah, today got to sleep for a while!! :D:D:D:D:D Happy happy. Really thank God for giving me enough time to do QT& to sleep on bus. ^^ & blah, bus journey seemed so fast today but it took like half an hour. O.O Hahahaha!

Blah, I just came home around 12.30+ with my dad. Caught 20th Century Boys 2 with him& Tiffy. LOL. It was awesome! Can't wait for chapter 3!! It differs slightly from the manga, but still niceeeee! :D Can't wait, can't wait. :/ & for chapter 3, no longer me& my dad only. Tiffy's joining us. LOL.

& blah, I tired& hungry. :S I think I'll just go& sleep. Hoho. Byebye. :D

Yi Ha Eun :D

2009-07-07T19:05:00.000+08:00

Haha, super old picture already. Btw, Ade I miss you! :(

So anyw, currently at Lot1 library with Huilin. Haha, it's like super cold here& I finally got a seat with the power point nearby!! :D Super happy since I've waited super long for the table. ^^

Ohmy. Attachment today was real good. (Y) There's a newcomer! :D & he's from Korea. He is super handsome I tell you!! :D Teacher Nana said he looks like a korean star. Haha. But well, he can't converse in English as of now. :( I asked him for his name& he stared at me, looking confused. Okay sorry, I might have scared you I know. Btw, Naomi [another girl in the class] pointed to him& said to me, "This is your boyfriend.". Haha! She's just so adorable. & it's amazing how the kids get along well with the korean boy, aka Yi Ha Eun, without knowing his name. Haha. Naomi calls Ha Eun "korean boy". Cuteness. & oh, did I mention how much I like hearing Koreans engaging in a conversation? :D Kenny [another korean boy] had to converse with Ha Eun in korean since the latter's English wasn't really good. Boy, how I love looking& hearing them speaking. Super nice. ^^ & then I learnt something new from both of them. Haha. I think I'll start learning korean from them. :D & btw, I think Naomi& Ha Eun makes a good match. :D Soon, I'll take their pictures& post it here. Hoho.

After attachment was written communication in school. Lol, I was super sleepy but surprise surprise, I survived through the whole lesson. Haha. I absorbed everything that was taught. (Y) Haha, & I find today's lesson rather short. Okay, time passed by fast. Lol. & so after lesson we split up the job for the pbl& went home! Hoho.

Blabla. I'm hungry.. :X